Week 6: The Answers are in the Back

I would read about one of the best paying jobs to have in the entire world and become super educated on that so that when my unlimited amount of time finally does begin to stop I would be able to be rich. I would know everything there is to know about the best paying job. I would also read about the real causing to 9/11 because I am one of those people that just feel like there is more cause behind it. I just feel like there was more than just plain crashes involved before hand. Like maybe a bomb. idk. Also the whole traveling to the moon kind of confuses me. I just don't understand how the rocket ship really does go in a perfect line to the moon and some how lands perfectly. I just really wonder if someone has ACTUALLY been to the moon or if it was just a hokes carried on and now everyone believes it. Maybe NASA has to kill someone that revieles their secrets. IDK

Week 5: Back to the Future

Okay Doc and Marty McFly- guy .... you were wrong. It's 2016 almost 2017 and we aren't using any flying cars. But I do believe by atleast 2030 There will be flying cars. I mean there has probably been a bunch of advances since I was born in 1998 but you really don't hear or think too much about it. So I feel like I have to wait longer for something MAJOR to happen. BUT I do think that something like that will happen. I am kind of scared for the future because like I don't want there to be too much technology -.- I like it just the way it is. but regardless I am sure the government will hopefully use technology in a good way to better our way of life.

week 4: Time goes by SO slowly!!

If there was no such thing as time and just a blank slate I would probably just sleep for as long as I want. I would take everything at my own pace. I would feel so much more relaxed but then again it wouldn't give us anything to look forward to. Not necessarily that we look forward to it but because we know we have somewhere to be. Without that I feel as if it would make our life super boring after awhile of doing things at our own times. I would love t o sleep for as long as I wanted, then go to school, then go to work, then do my homework. The only thing I could see it effecting would be that if I was tired I would probably just not do my homework... even if I had all the time in the world if I knew I had a bunch of time I would litteraly never do it.

Week 3: Ask the Expert

I would be talking about sleep. I love sleeping. Unfortunately that is one of the factors that help me to waste my teen years away./.. but really if you enjoy it then it's not actually time wasted!  Sleeping is good for the soul. For me, it's the only time I really feel most comfy and happy! The best time to lay on your bed and get ready to go to sleep is when it is storming outside. I love to watch out the windows at that orangey color through the shades while listening to the rain pour down and the thunder roll in. It's a good stress reliever. The audience would probably ask me questions as to why I am wasting my life, but like I said if you enjoy it.. it is not time wasted!

Week 2: My Own Worst Enemy

I am super annoying about my insecurities, but unfortunately I can't help it. The things that I really wouldn't consider a fact and that I could argue on is that I am loved. I have so many friends and family who care about me, though I don't want to believe it. Also, I need to stop thinking that I am un-wanted by my friends and family. It's unfortunate especially that I feel that way with my family. I literally get so sad when i'm with friends because I just feel like an annoyance. One of the things that also bothers me is when someone tells me what the answer to something really is then others around me laugh at me almost in a you're stupid way. But you know what Samm, you are unique. You are smart. It is okay to not be as fast of a thinker as everyone else. You are not ugly or fat.. though you've been told it by peers at school and by your "friends." You are a different body walking earth to provide variety. S/O to those non judgemental people and to those guys that say they like girls that aren't a twig. Really boosts someones happiness and confidence. Most importantly.. you are loved.