Week 2: My Own Worst Enemy

I am super annoying about my insecurities, but unfortunately I can't help it. The things that I really wouldn't consider a fact and that I could argue on is that I am loved. I have so many friends and family who care about me, though I don't want to believe it. Also, I need to stop thinking that I am un-wanted by my friends and family. It's unfortunate especially that I feel that way with my family. I literally get so sad when i'm with friends because I just feel like an annoyance. One of the things that also bothers me is when someone tells me what the answer to something really is then others around me laugh at me almost in a you're stupid way. But you know what Samm, you are unique. You are smart. It is okay to not be as fast of a thinker as everyone else. You are not ugly or fat.. though you've been told it by peers at school and by your "friends." You are a different body walking earth to provide variety. S/O to those non judgemental people and to those guys that say they like girls that aren't a twig. Really boosts someones happiness and confidence. Most importantly.. you are loved.