Week 14: Turn and Face the Strange Changes

•  I didn't understand the importance of school.
•  I also had a lot of reasons to be sad which sucks b/c now I'm just sad constantly for no reason. buuuut it's life and it goes on! 
• I got back into my bad habits. Since December 11th of my Soph year I quit all of that for Ricky...and myself.
• I used to always wear headbands and do weird styles with my hair. 
• Ricky was still in HS but our relationship is better w/ him not.
• I have lost alot of friends through the duration of that time. But today I am slowly gaining my guy friends back and it's so nice b/c I have never really fit in with the girls. My whole life I have been a "tomboy" and girls just obsess over arguments and drama and I just don't like dealing with girls getting mad at me for being myself and not hanging out.  
• Things at home kind of suck right now. Well.. has sucked since my grandma passed. I mean that's not the only reason.. but anyways. My grandpa has dementia and constantly is depressed out of his mind and that's been really hard on my family. Props to my sister for taking care of him every single day, I truly admire her for that. 
• I have a job! 
• On Easter I found out where my uncle would be located. He moved away, changed his number, and stopped talking to our whole family my 8th grade year b/c of his issues w/ his kids. So on Easter I showed up at the place he was at..his parents called him outside and he didn't even recognize who I was. When they told him he almost burst into tears. He really missed me and I missed him. Sooo that's awesome.
• I have dealt with harder things happening to me..especially after this summer. But I have come into more peace with it and I'm waay stronger than I used to be